Yesterday was my Birthday!!! iya, I am 30 years old now!!! uwaaaaaaaaa macam tak percaya dah hidup selama 30 tahun! ihikks Do I look old? emmm I think I am.. but still young at heart! muahahha perasan jerr ok, ok honestly, this year I didn’t plan to celebrate my birthday. Why??? Emmmm, maybe my mood is ’swinging ‘ by those statement.. hilang terus mood mahu celebrate b’day;

* 1st situation that made me wanna cry… Irfan was cranky at my mom’s house, and my aunty said “itu kalau diberi adik sure tak manja sangat sampai macam tu, cepat² lah bagi adik, mama nyer pun bukan muda lagi”

* 1st statement made my feeling deeply hurt… “aii dah nak masuk 30 tak nak bagi Irfan adik ke? tangguh² kang terlambat.. umur semakin menigkat”

* 1st wish yg merobek hatiku… “haii eppy birthday yg ke 30, dah 30 bila nak tambah anak??”

There are some more but I couldn’t bear to jot down… inilah cabaran hidup dalam bermasyarakat, macam² orang ada… selalunya mereka yang lebih dewasa suka nak bagi kita nasihat secara percuma tanpa kita minta, mungkin niat mereka baik tapi cara mereka tak kena pada situasi orang yang menerimanya.. Kalau lah dapat anak itu semudah mendapat candy, sure I dah beli sepuluh!! Honestly, I memang nak anak lagi, I pun tahu umur semakin meningkat, cuma rezeki belum ada lagi.. Itu lah doa I setiap hari, semoga dikurniakan rumah tangga yang aman bahagia dan dimurahkan rezeki yang melimpah ruah serta seorang lagi zuriat yang sihat untuk temankan Irfan… Only God Knows my feelings… Also thanks to mydearhubbychubby for your suport and understandings..

ok, enough talking about them.. Now I just wanna share my stories about yesterday and the day before my B’day! On the 13′th, my colleagues bikin surprise with a b’day celebration for me and the other 3 friends who also born in August!! wahhhhhhh ada cake and cuppies!! Thank you banyak²… Thanks Niza for the donut, Thanks K’FIna for the cake and cuppies, Thanks Adi for the pasta and Thanks Lin for the spaghetti… buat susah jerrrr, tapi kalau rajin tahun depan buat lah lagi hihihihi And to Isma, Shazwan and Khairi, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all of you too.. semoga kita sama-sama dimurahkan rezeki dan dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik untuk terus mencari rezeki… ameen, SO.. ini lah geng-geng office baru di Ipoh! Semua kuat makan!

I didn’t plan anything for my birthday but my dearhubbychubby brought us out for dinner the night before my birthday… It was a simple dinner but we enjoyed all the moment I didn’t aspect him to surprise me anything since he is not that type of man ok.. hihihi then Irfan bought me this… how come? well we all jalan-jalan n then he said kain ni cantik for mama!! so dia mahu i beli hihihi

And the next morning I woke up early, since I plan nak puasa pada hari lahir I; tanda terima kasih kepada Tuhan dengan kurniaan yang telah diberikan… so, I bangun jam 5.15am bersahur… Then my daily routine went back to normal.. pergi kerja macam biasa, cuma petang tu.. I got a parcel from UNKNOWN sender!! iya, seriously dunno from who… But! I love the things inside it!! huhuhuu for sure ini kerja makcik² bento yang mahu kasi surprise tapi tak nak mengaku! Anyhow, THANKS ya makcik² bento!! You really make my day!! *pst.. Ini hadiah b’day I or Irfan? huhh do I have to bento now?? huhuhu tak pandai lah!!!* WEH SIAPA YANG HANTAR INI HUH????? MENGAKULAH!! I JUST WANNA SAY THANK YOU & I LOVE U! siap tahu lagi I’m looking for Irfan’s brief huhuhu

Siapa kasi ini bento tools??

Siapa kasi ini perfume and boy brief!? I know bek tahu I suka collect perfume! huhh tapi dia mahu rahsia some more tak mengaku!! or is it from someone else? duh duh duh

Anyhow, yesterday evening I berjaya belikan Irfan kasut baru.. Actually he asked me to buy a shoe for him on his b’day.. unfortunately, that time I broke! so I niat nak belikan dia kasut on my b’day.. This one dia pilih sendiri, tapi nak tahu apa yang kelur dari mulut dia? “mama eefan nak kasut ni mama… boleh? eefan nak go school macam abang..” I rasa nak menangis already, memang betul dia rindukan sekolah hinggakan kasut pun dia pilih warna putih sebab nak pergi sekolah… Oh dear..

Kasut irfan a.k.a kasuk sekolah Irfan! huhuhu

While we were busy buying his shoe, suddenly papa Irfan came to us with a bag and handed it to me, he said “Happy Birthday and sorry no special treat this year, but I am still love you as much as I do before.. may this year brings all the good fortune… God Bless you dear” uwahhh rasa mahu menangis that time.. b’coz he is not that kind of person yang akan tunjukkan apa yang dia rasa melalui percakapan, so.. once he said something like that I rasa mahu menangis!! hihihihi malu mahu share the photo of the shoe, tapi takut ada yang akan berkecil hati, so here it is hihihi

Those things and wishes really made my day! Thanks for those sms too ya! Somemore, the most enjoyable lagi menggembirakan adalah kemenangan Lee Chong Wei dalam quater final so beliau mara ke Semi Final!! yayyyyy… Kita doakan Lee Chong Wei akan membawa emas untuk Malaysia dalam Olympic 2008 ini!! I am a big fan of him and his coach too!! hehehee I love Olympic season as much as World Cup season, and my eyes always be in football, swimming, gymnastic and Badminton of course!! ehhh out of topic already rite!!? hahahaha bye² for now and Happy Birthday to everyone who’s sharing the same birth date with me, especially to my younger brother Muhammad Syafiq, Happy Sweet ehhh Macho 18 dude! Don’t forget to come over to my house this weekend ya!! ( Syafiq adalah hadiah yang terbaik pernah my mom gave to me when I was 12 years old!)

pssttt… wanna c my baby photo!! JANGAN KETAWA ok!! Obvious sungguh I suka listening to the radio, my mom said if tak ada that radio my mulut pula yang keluarkan bunyi! no wonder I love Metalicca so much until now! maluuuu hihihi so.. this me when I was a baby.. can u see the flat diaper a.k.a lampin? Best nyerrr kalau time itu I dapat pakai cloth diaper like Irfan huhuhuhu